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PostPosted: Sep.17.17 12:11 am 
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Ter mix dandaa female perspective duunuud blaa.

Bukowskig tegj bgad unshnaa gej bodool yavdgiin.

Too muc to read. One can only read faster.

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uchdur noiliin uruunduu uilj suuhdaa neg zuil tolgoid orj irev

fairy tale gej hezee ch bdaggui um bna. gej tegj bodson bur ih nulims nudnees ursaad l bailaa.. gantsaaraa uilah gazar oldohgui yamar saindaa noildoo gantsaaraa uilj suuhavdee. uilj baihdaa ulger gedeg hudlaa um bna gej bodood uillaa. 30 duhuj baij ingej ch suuh gej dee gej bodood bas uillaa... tegsenee zaza uilaad av gej uurtuu heleed bur ch ih uillaa. unuudur nud bultsiij havdaad hereg alga. emegtei hun gej emegtei l hun bh umdaa. udii tom bolchihood bas l ulgert itgesen heveeree.

yamar ch emegtei hun iim l baidag um. daanch eregtei hyn ene setgel deer ni toglodog um shug.hussenee avahiin tuld humuusiin itgel deer toglolt hiideg zuils amidraliin buh l salvart baidag l daa...

gehdee l... yah gej bid nariig huuhed vaihad ulger yarij ugdug um be? anhnaaasaa ulger yarij uguugui tiim nom zohiol baigaagui baisan bol false expectation buyu hudal huleelt uusehgui bsanshde? ene buh hudal huurtsuglul yg yund heregtei um bol? bidniig jiremsluulehiin tuld um bolovuu?

udur ireh tusam hen bsnaa hen gedgee martah shug. ter toolond end bas uur hun bii bolj urgaj uruj undiij bnadaa..

tomroh tusam delhii ertunts deerhi hudal huurmag, ylzarsan buhen nuden deer il haragdaj ter bolgoniig harah tusam setgel zurh uvduj... haana yu hiij yavaagaa ul oilgono...

dotorhi huuhed min udruus udurt uhej. gadnah busgi udruußddurt hatuujij hersuusej , hamgaalalt ulam saijirj, ter tusam dotorhi huuhed min ene hamgaalalt dund gantsaaraa uhej baih shig...

tsaash dahij surah ystoigoo oilgov... magadgui galzuurahguin tuld bi suraltsah ystoi...

hatuu chand baihiig bi husdeggui gehdee tiim baihaas uur argagui. uuriiguu hamgaalaahiin tuld bi haalttai baidag baij magadguiee. gehdee uuniigee bi uguisgedeggui. uuriiguu hamgaalj irsen min hezee ch buruudaaguu. minii uuuduus hurts mes husa nuusan humuus baisnuu gehees tsetseg bariad guisen ni hovor l bh.
gehdee ene bol amidral um.

amidrald deesh dooshoo orj baij hun hatuujna changarna gehdee tung ni taaruulah heregtei. yg l sur eldeh esvel guril zuurahtai adil hun ene amidrald yg ingej l hun boldog um bna... gehdee ene buhnii daraa chi hen bolj hotsroh ve gedeg sonin?

busdad gomdoj tunij ataa hrosoloor duurj duusahyu?
esvel ugui yu?

hezeed zuv baih gej hicheene, hezeed hund tuslah gej hicheene. uchir nj minii aav ingej surgadag.

daanch zarimdaa uchraa olohgui um.

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PostPosted: Sep.26.17 10:38 am 
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minii husel bol heniug ch uvtguhgui heniig ch gomdoohguigeed amidrah...

daanch tiim zuil gej baidaggui um bna chi amidarch amisfalj baigaa tohioldold zaaval hen negetei zurchildunu zoroldono, bas ul oilgoltsono, chinii erh ashgaar busdiin erh ashig haagdah ch umuu medehguu iim baihad heniig gomdoohgui henig ch uvtguhguigeer amidarna gedeg bol hudlaa um bna... tegeed odoo yah ve?

heniig ch gomdoohgui heniig ch uvtguhguin tuld hentei ch hariltsahgui vaih ystoi gsen yguuu?

medehgui umdaa...

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bi har bagiin l iim tolgoidoo yavdag huuhed bailaa hachin hachin um gantsaaraa ih bodno...

7 nastai bhdaa huuhdiin nevterhii toli unshaad hun amisgalah yarih toolongoor agaar uregdej baidag gedgiig unshaad bi baga yarival agaar baga uregdeh um bna gej bodoj baij bilee..

odoo ch 20 ood jiliin daraa ter bodol uurchlugduugui bi demii chalchihiig tevchdeggui. hereggui gej bodson zuilee hiideggui. gehdee ene ni muu sanaanii uudnees bus erdoo l agaar uregchine gsen bodoltoi min ijil, heregtseegui ur buteelgui gej bodvol bi hiideggui oroltsdoggui.

haur durlal deer ch gsen olon huntei orootsolddoggui. orootsoldson bol uchirtai l baisan baih ystoi. gehdee hol zai gedeg bol uneheer hund baidag um bna...

nuguu l huurhii ulgert itegdeg zangaaraa aguu ahir durlal d itgedeg. uuruu hund tegj durladag. getel hun bur adilgui bololtoi. hair durlalaas bolj zovj shanalna gedeg ineedtei sonsogdoh ch gsen bnaa bna. anhnii hairaasaaa bolj zovj shanalj uheh duhuj bailaa..

odoo ingeed 10 aad jiliin daraa ba syamar holion bantan dund orood suuj baigaagaa oilgohoo boliloo...

urgeljluuleh ystoi yu? esvel endees bugdiig hayad martah geed yzehuu?

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PostPosted: Sep.26.17 10:58 am 
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magadgui bi zarim humuusd hurtsaddag baij magadguuee

bi uuriiguu bairdaggui helmeer baival heldeg hiimer baival hiideg. zoryud, gojuud..
bi dul baisnaas durelzej asaad duusah durtai

ene buhen magadgui chamd hurtsdaj baival bi chinii busgui bish bolj taarah ni ... herev tiim bol namaig zugeer l sul taviad yavuulsan ni deer bishu?

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PostPosted: Oct.08.17 5:13 am 
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shunujin shuuraad boroo orchihoj...

dunguj sereed ineemseglev. nuurniihee budgiig arilgaagui untchihaj. ugluu bosood hamgiin turuund hiih zuil nuurniihee budgiig arilgah... sormuusnii budgand haltarsan nuurtei, segsiisen ohin tolinii umnu zogsoh um.. uchigdur bas urjigdar umssun t shirt teigee untchihaj... uuriiguu haraad ineed hurne...
magadgui ungursund uldsen bi unuu ugluu bosj irsen ene ohiniig harval magadgui humsuguu zangidaad muuhai har
ah bsan biz... gehdee odoo bi ter ohin bish. banzal min urchger ch nud min tungalag... udahgui bas bi 30 mas hurne... hehe

zurhendee hair medreed untah bas sereh... hen negniig sanah...

hen negniig haih... hen negnii tuhai bodoh...

boroonii uner uner
teed tagtan deeree tal yanjuur tatah...

esreg ailiin huuhduud eejiihee mashind suuj bna.. uu tiim bi umdgui suuj bgaagaa sanaad dahiad ineed hurev... ed ch bas nad ruu humsuguu atiruulan harj bgaa... but thats fine

because i am really fine with myself lately...



https://soundcloud.com/cigarettesafters ... hurt-you-2

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PostPosted: Oct.08.17 7:34 am 
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Bad boys emegteichuuded arhi uuh shig baidag bh daa . Ehendee aygui goy yag arhi uugaad mansuurdag shig , harin ene ni udaan urgeljlehgui buguud margaash ni shartana

Yur ni ihenhi ulger,huuheldein kinon,kinonii gol duriin eregteichuud ni ihevchlen badboy baidag . Aladdin hulgaich , Tangled iin Rapunzeliin naiz zaluu geh met . Gehdee bodit amidral deer tiim nuhduud zasrah ni hovor .

Olon eregtei hund anchin zan avir baidag . Angaa agnahiin tuld uguush tavina , tegeed agnasniihaa daraa ug an ni sonirholgui bolj uur an anhaarliig ni tatna . Yalanguya tsarailag emegtei humuusiig turshlagatai chadvarlag anchid oniloh ni ih .

Ug ni ihenhdee 25-s hoish bad boy phase duuschih bish uu

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Love is a *&^@%%#% drug.

DONT FALL IN LOVE KIDS! Its pretty dangerous game.
Love will @#$% you up in your head.

Better be alone than fucked up in the head.

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anyways,

uchigdur tursun ydur bolov. orson gazar bur tsarailag zaluuchuud vaij taarhiin. gui bur ubereats duudsan hool hurgej irsen zaluu hurtel model umuu haashain. gaihsaar baigaad l taarlaa. bas neg gazar orson buh zuugch togooch nar ni zaluuchuud(bugdeeree bas tsarailag swaggy) bhiin. bur gaihaad l ungurluu lolll. ziakk, uur sosa gevel rick and morty gaa uzeed l jargaltai bnodoo. yg udiid l neg sonin huch selbegdeed irdiin. ygaad um bol medehgui. zozo neg tiimerhuu.

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Өнгөрсөн ч гэсэн төрсөн өдрийн мэнд хүргэе!

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ЭГЭЛ_ wrote:
anyways,

uchigdur tursun ydur bolov. orson gazar bur tsarailag zaluuchuud vaij taarhiin. gui bur ubereats duudsan hool hurgej irsen zaluu hurtel model umuu haashain. gaihsaar baigaad l taarlaa. bas neg gazar orson buh zuugch togooch nar ni zaluuchuud(bugdeeree bas tsarailag swaggy) bhiin. bur gaihaad l ungurluu lolll. ziakk, uur sosa gevel rick and morty gaa uzeed l jargaltai bnodoo. yg udiid l neg sonin huch selbegdeed irdiin. ygaad um bol medehgui. zozo neg tiimerhuu.


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sharhalsan zurhend deer hailsan tumur ild tavihad sharsan mahnii uner unerteed tseej hesegte bituu harlav.

tseej honduur. tulenhii sorvitoi. gehdee bi zuv zugeer.

musun hyn bsnaa hailaad shatsan hun bolj huvirav

tulenhii uner, tseejnii honduur teertei ch dasah shinjtei...

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Very sensitive woman you are

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helloo,
zarimdaa blog ruugaa orohdoo hen minii blogiig unshdag bol gej boddog um hehe ug ni bol.hund unshigdah gej umuu hund zoriulj bichdeggui l dee. ihevchlen tolgoigoo tseverleh gej bichdeg ch umuu. tegtel medeje blog uzsen too 23.000 garsan bhad hen ch unshdaggui bhgui ni medeej... za ter ch yahav. negenteee chi orj irj unshdag bol minii neg hesgiig ali hediin meddeg bolson gesen ug bolih ni...

anyways,

unuduur yun talaar bichmeer bn gevel as american asian immigrant in US i struggled a lot... i mean i still struggle.
because my early teenage years plus hlwhole young adulthood spent in this country. sometimes its really hard to define myself as a Mongolian neither as an American. Ironically half of my life (childhood) were spent in Mongolia and the other half in the states. I would like to think me as a fusion cuisine. loll. I was divided in between two countries and always trying to fit in. but i never fitted in. neither Mongolia or states gave me a hard time. These two countries are my home. As a teenager I came to us, I struggled a lot but americans never disappointed me. and deepest in my heart there was always been the land i was born.

eventually what i understand now is I dont have to choosee. I just have to embrace my journey and embrace who i am. My ethnicity is Mongolian but I raised and lived in American culture. i should embrace this not try to blend in... everybody has different journey different experience...
you dont have to be same as everybody else. you can be the black sheep and okay with that..


if you struggle not fiitting in, its okay. whether its at your work, in your clique, in your ciecle of your friends ... when or where it is just be yourself. because its your journey that makes yourself. your pain , your struggle make yourself... whether you totally alienated by people and feel alone... its okay. because there are people who experience and feel the same and understand you... i hope.

pain will make you stronger, aloneness give you wisdom.

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as much as I am disappointed the world i live in, i believe in humanity...

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Enuugeer orj garj bolox uu? :P

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~K.1994~ wrote:
Enuugeer orj garj bolox uu? :P

Sure thing :hi:


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OMFG, I am back from whatever hell I was held in

Ugh, kinda wanna wrote something in here to take off from my chest everything. But...

Whenever I stop writing I start to make hell inside myself. Maybe only thing that could keep me sane is writing. Not in public but private per se...

Ughhhhh, midlife crisis is fuking me down too early... I mean life wasn't great until now. Now is the downhill. What ppl would say for excuse "rock bottom" blah blah... It's impossible for me to get this down into the peehole because I know I am strong. Too strong sometimes. My parents my family couldnt take my misery either. Because they know I am too strong that I could never fail like this.

... Failure is not bad thing at all. Once you fail you break down. You break down so hard that you begin to feel broken. You feel hopeless. You feel empty. You are in a denial. You feel numb inside. So numb that you forget to taste, see or hear...
You always feel nostalgia when you are broken down. Because you are living in the past and worrying about the unknown future... Some call it anxiety some call it depression... Some call it demonized... And they would say you might need to get an exorcism... :p

I now see the world as not hell nor heaven. I see the world as is. I see people as whom they really are. Day by day people are dying inside. Nobody notices. They are the living dead. Even the greatest America is falling apart. Maybe it was the
giant spider web that was called freedom. Yes. That giant web will strangle you alive and makes you sad person.... How can i survive in this? How can I?


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Maybe I am losing myself because I lost my love of my life...


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Damn. Again?

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PostPosted: Mar.15.18 11:37 am 
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NCA_D wrote:
Damn. Again?


Hi. How r you? Don't shame me
I am trying to embrace my downfall here


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Okay kids,

Truth always sucks.

That's why we live in sugar coated manipulated world. Everything is prepared, played, manipulated just for to you be you.... I wanna write on this on and on but right now I am too lazy buttnaked in my bed so... Later I guess...


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Egel_ wrote:
NCA_D wrote:
Damn. Again?


Hi. How r you? Don't shame me
I am trying to embrace my downfall here


I am okay. I am not shaming you. Glad you are back.

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PostPosted: Mar.21.18 7:34 pm 
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Hello.

Amidraldaa amisgalah ch erhgui muhardah uydee iishee orj ireh umda...

Lodoidamba guain Hugaraagui noyon nuruu oguulleg unshiv. Zohiolchid gej niigmiin setgel zuichid baidag um bndaa gej bodogdov. Hun bur unetei setgelzuin therapy hiilgej5chadahguigees hoish... Tedend tuslah yamar neg zuil bh ystoi...
Zohiolchidoo gej... Yamar uiliin ureer iim hariutslaga tai turdug um bol... Medehgui um...

Udruus udurt bohirdoh ertuntsud hediig ni avarna gej zohiol bichij suuh be?

Er ni hunii niigem gej guimen hachirhaltai um. Udruus udurt l hachin jigteig ni gaihaj suudag bolloo. Galzuuchuudaas aij tserveh murtluu galzuu hunii zohioson ulger huuhdedee unshij uguud uursdiiguu eruul getsgeene. Itgehgui gevel ihenhi huuhdiin zohioluud eruul setgehuid tulguurlaj bichigdeegui l baidag...

Za ter ch yahav,

Sayhan Osho ahiihaa tuhai barimtat kino olj uzev. Er ni minii tusuulj unshij baisnaas bodit baidal tes uur baisan bololtoi. Oshog dagasan cult ter chigtee zuv bsanuu gevel ugui bololtoi. Amidralaas zurgtagsad amar zugaa tsengel haigchid tuuniig toirson baisan ch um shig. Chutguruudiin dund burhan bolj suuh shig hetsuu zuil baidag Bolovuu? Ingej bodood Oshog bas uruvduv..

Er ni ene delhii Deer burhan alga... Baahan tuuruldsun sunsnuud l uchraa oloh gd alaltsdag bololtoi.

Harin bi End yah gej irsen bolj taarav? Odoo boltol oilgoh um alga...


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Togtooson hem hemjeend Barigdaj chadalgui hashaanii gadaa uldchihlee.

Gehdee medeej bi niigmiig uguisgehgui bidend sain emch sain doctor. Magadgui sain zadlan shinjeech heregtei. Hun bur uuriin gsen zamtai huvi tavilantai turdug biz. Gendee bid munh Bish. Amidral boginohon. Tuulah zovlon ih. Amidraliig uursdiiguu tanij amjaagui yavtal amidral duuschih ni olon. Gehdee sanaa zovoltgui. Magadgui bidend hyzgaargui ami baidag biz. Tegeed yug ch um oilgoh hurtlee dahin turdug bol... Yg l togloom shig... Herev tiim bol haraal idsen ene togloomiig zohioson holbogdoh etgeedtei uulzmaar bna.


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